I smoked for 7 years... a pack a day type. I was at my work party tonight and a coworker of mine spilled the beans to my wife about my smoke breaks. Fuck me! I have to start all over on quitting! Thank god. What a dogshit drug to be hooked on. Tomorrow is a new day.... I'm done smoking now. I quit via the patch last time, this time it's cold turkey. FUCK I HATE TOBACCO! My motivation.... my bicycle.... gotta bike.... can't breathe, can't bike.... gotta quit..... my fucking god..... what is with this drug? It grabs onto my balls. AAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!