I want to keep a journal here for the world (at least the wackbag world) to see. I am sure there will be ball busting, but also lots of support. I welcome all feedback, I have pretty thick skin and can take it, so pile on. I plan on posting everyday and pics every now and again, hopefully showing progress....unless of course the wb mods do not want me to use wb as my personal blog, but here it goes. Day 1 I have battled my weight my entire adult life. No big deal, very happy and confident. Married to a beautiful woman (thin woman) 4 great little kids, good job, lots of friends. I am 37 and want to see my kids grow up. I am a sales rep, so I eat out with customers every day. I go to the gym every day, but some work outs are better than others. Today was OK. Did about 40 minutes of cardio, lifted a bit back and bi's. Had a healthy breakfast (2 whole wheat waffles), lunch (turkey reuben, no dressing on whole wheat) ...then I snapped, saw a new fast food joint and did not know what I wanted, so I got.....you ready small cheeseburger hot dog with mustard and kraut pastrami melt small fries...... I shit you not. Stuffed like a pig, I did not snack the rest of the day. Wife made hot dogs for dinner 2 dogs a few fries 3 onion rings. I feel disgusting and I am sick of feeling this way. Fucking hate it. This is my confessional. I am now embarassed. I will never feel this way again.