So I'll be leaving late tomorrow/early Thursday to travel a very long distance for a friend's surprise birthday party. He's not one of my closest friends from college, but he's one of the most important, if that makes any sense. I don't want to go. But the entire surprise party was my idea and I'm one of only a handful of people who hasn't dropped out of it already. It's just a pain in the ass to see this guy. He's a great guy, but I'm basically giving up a week of my life to surprise him for one night. It'll be fun as hell, he knows everyone in the city he lives in, he's a big shot, but I'm just too fucking lazy and don't really want to go. I'm going. I know I am. I said I would do it so I'm going to do it. But I don't want to. If more of our college crew was going to show up I'd be all over it. But with just the few, I'll know maybe 4-5 people and then it's my friends' SOs and friends of friends of friends. I don't need that shit.