Yeah, Yeah I know I was right there with you guys harping on teddy bear thread guy and that other guy. This thread is for me. It actually felt pretty good to write all that stuff in the pondering thread and made our talk this evening easier actually. So comment if you want but remember this thread is for me, no attention whoring. I'll probably post about aspects of my personal life for my own sanity. Also this seems slightly less gay than keeping a journal.