Open letter from a porn star to her son.

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A Porn Star’s Letter to Her Unborn Son
by Aurora Snow Sep 30, 2013 5:45 AM EDT
Google ‘Aurora Snow’ and you might find some awful things. She tells her unborn son why she chose to join the adult film industry—and have her own children.


http://www.thedailybeast.com/article...nborn-son.html

I was at the doctor’'s office lying flat on my back with cold jelly on my slight bump of a tummy, hearing a second heartbeat emanate from within me. The sonogram made it real. When I was told it was a boy, my whole life flashed before my eyes. I felt accountable for the choices I’ve made. I have to explain myself to my son one day. Here’s what I’d say:


My Son,

As I write this, you haven’t yet entered the world, not due to be born until mid-December. By the time you read this you will be old enough to browse the Internet, old enough to like girls, and old enough to know the name “Aurora Snow.” I’ve dreaded this day for many years now and my hope is that you find this article before accidentally stumbling upon any pictures or videos that show your mom in a way she never intended for you to see. Let me explain.

The large bold print caught my eye: Girls Nude Modeling—earn $2,000 per day.

Your mom grew up very, very poor. In early 2000, I was going to school at UC Irvine, and although I was a high school honor roll student, scored high on tests, and spent week after week filling out applications, I was still drowning in student loans. Frustrated and feeling my chance at a higher education slipping away, I answered an ad in the Orange County Register newspaper.

The large bold print caught my eye: Girls Nude Modeling—earn $2,000 per day.

I had no shame and needed the money. I knew for certain that I never wanted a family of my own. It was an age before everyone and everything was online, and I truly felt I could hide it from my mom, dad, and brothers. What did I have to lose? I planned to be in it for one year, pay back my student debt, and walk away without ever looking back. It didn't quite work out that way.

The attention made me feel good. The money was incredible. But even with the attention, I never felt pretty. I thought that at any minute they would realize they had made a mistake and ask me to go home and bring the pretty girl onto set. They never did. And that nude modeling job soon led to someone asking me to have sex on camera for money. Even more money. I said yes, and that choice led me down the very eventful and colorful path of adult filmmaking.

For reasons beyond my understanding, they kept asking me to do movies. Soon I was on box covers, posters, and even some mainstream TV shows. Your great grandma was the first to discover your mom’s secret profession (she saw me on a VHS tape at her friend's house), and she quickly informed your grandma and uncles. While they were disappointed with my choices, they never stopped loving me and stuck by me regardless.

Your grandma thought I should do something with my mind and not my body. She worried a lot about me and always hoped I'd find my way out. Though I never spoke about it directly with your uncles, it's always been the elephant in the room. Your grandpa was living in another state, and found out what I was doing when he saw me on the Howard Stern TV show. In retrospect, I was quite thankful I'd been one of the few girls on Stern's show to keep her clothes on. I maintained a sense of modesty when I wasn't on set.

By this point in your life, I hope I’ve taught you the importance of honesty, and so I’m going to be honest with you. I’ve done just about everything imaginable in my adult career and if you dig deep enough you will find things you might think are pretty awful. I can honestly say that I approached adult filmmaking as a job, and, like any job I’ve ever had, I felt it important to do my best. Sometimes doing my job well meant doing pretty gross things. Hopefully you never see that stuff.

Something truly life-altering happened on February 20, 2009. Your Uncle Keith was in a bad motorcycle accident and broke his neck, and his two young sons came into my care. I had no idea what to do with kids, but I was forced to learn as I took care of your cousins for a couple of years while Uncle Keith recovered. During that time, something changed. I felt something powerful happen inside of me as one of my nephews put his arms around me, trusting me with his life and giving me his unconditional love. Suddenly I realized, “Oh crap, I want a family of my own.”

I never believed in love and was scared to death of anything or anyone that could tie me down. I was a free spirit who could pick up and go at a moment's notice, but those feelings faded when I realized what I was missing.

My priorities shifted. I was no longer the girl willing to do anything, instead I became a woman with a goal. I wanted a family, but first I had to find someone to create that family with. Not an easy task either. A dear friend of mine introduced me to a nice Midwestern farm boy who also happened to be in the entertainment field, creating TV shows. He was warm, charming, and very family-oriented.

Even though I wanted out, it’s hard to change after committing a decade of your life to a career, regardless of what that career is. Your Dad recognized the cycle I was caught in and said, “Just push the eject button.” It was advice I was finally ready to hear. For the first time I had both the motivation and courage to leave the business.

Son, I hope this article helps you understand and prevents you from clicking on my XXX video links. The choices we make can change our path forever in a way we might not understand at the time. I made choices that took me down a path that many people frown upon. Despite what I thought then, these are choices I am now explaining to my own child. It all comes down to choices. If I'd known I'd one day change my mind and want a family of my own, I would have made completely different choices. I can't say they would have been better, because every choice I've made has led me to this point and I wouldn't take that back. When you're 18 it's so easy to see the future and know exactly what you do and don't want, but just 10 years later hindsight sneaks up.

So remember when you’re making big choices in life, think far into the future and ask yourself, “can I live with that?” My answer is in this letter, which I hope speaks for itself.

Love,

Mom
 

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Ugh shut up bitch no one cares about your unborn kid that isnt your immediate family. Youre only doing this for attention because you no gives a fuck about you since you quit doing porn. If that wasnt the case you would of written this by hand and gave it to him when he is 10-12 yrs old
 
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Son, I hope this article helps you understand and prevents you from clicking on my XXX video links
That's all well and good but a lot of the tube type sites don't have names in the links or description.
 

Mags

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Shaddup and suck (another) dick, stupid.
 

HandPanzer

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A Porn Star’s Letter to Her Unborn Son-
 
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Too Long

Actually went like this "Hey, I know her... I've jacked off to her [Reads first paragraph. scrolls down to see how much more reading there is.], fuck this..."
 

gleet

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tl/dr

Does she mention if she will be filming pregporn and with her whelp inside her and milkporn with the tricycle motor just out of frame?
 

OilyJillFart

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Ugh shut up bitch no one cares about your unborn kid that isnt your immediate family. Youre only doing this for attention because you no gives a fuck about you since you quit doing porn. If that wasnt the case you would of written this by hand and gave it to him when he is 10-12 yrs old
Yep, spot on right there.
If she wanted to bury the past, just ditch the name and move on.
The kid isn't going to be jacking to ancient porn, she will have faded into obscurity and been forgotten.
But clearly she is trying to prevent that instead of letting it happen.

And, own your past instead of apologizing for it. That business is so accepted now and only will be more in
the future, her shitty guilt letter will make her look like an asshole in another decade or so. Or now.
 

CousinDave

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she needs to do more than apologize to her kid for that IR shit
 
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I like how she trots out that she was an honor student. That's nice, now suck another dick whore.
 
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JackieImpression

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I love when Opie complains like a faggot that Stern is constantly paying PR people to get his name in the press. Well here's another example of Stern being mentioned in the online media without him having to lift a finger. You ask the average person where they know Aurora Snow from and it's the Stern Show. Not from her dick sucking career.

I remember this chick from the Stern Show very well. They played a clip of her being throat fucked at least once a week for probably two or three years straight. Song parodies, interviews, games, bits. She was almost part of the whack pack. There are entire hours of the Stern Show dedicated to her.
 

HandPanzer

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I remember this chick from the Stern Show very well. They played a clip of her being throat fucked at least once a week for probably two or three years straight.
Sounds like great radio :rolleyes:.

Let's not forget the Shawna Lenee incident, the proper handling of attention starved whores.
 

Voodoo Ben

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"PS. your biological father is one of my many male costars, i can't figure out which one."
 

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I hope you can understand, my child. Even though my work in pornography has brought pleasure to millions and not harmed a single person I have come to understand through the help of my loving family and friends that I was a dirty whore and should be made to feel deeply ashamed of using my sexuality to earn a great deal of money and live an interesting life while my friends and relatives mopped up puke in supermarket aisles and unclogged people's shitters. I hope you never have to see your mother as a complete human being with a willingness to explore her own sexuality and instead forever think of me as the grey spiritless drone who sits watching gameshows all day with your father. Remember, my child. Never experiment or take a chance on anything.