i decided to go out tonight with a different outlook on life. events from the past few days changed my outlook on life. i've chosen to embrace life and all experiences with a positive outlook. so far it's led me to interesting conversations and dancing with cute gals. except for this one hot black girl who thought i was weird. but that's her deal. if she can't handle a genuinely friendly attitude, that's her deal and not mine. fuck being a negative sack of cunt. i had such a blast going out alone and seeking nothing but positivity.