So I've had this happen to me plenty of times before, but last night was different. Usually, I'm dreaming that someone or something is coming to kill me and I can't move. Last night was the first time that I was AWAKE and I couldn't move or talk at all. I already had my hand on my fiance's chest so I was trying to scratch his chest with the one finger that would move to wake him up. Trying to yell his name was pointless because I couldn't talk. It was so fucking scary that when I snapped out of it I started bawling uncontrollably and ended waking him up. It's one thing to dream this shit as I'm usually good at knowing when I'm dreaming, but it's a whole nother thing when I'm wide awake, can see/hear everything around me, but I can't move. Anyone else ever suffer from sleep paralysis? More importantly, have you ever been awake during it?